|man I wouldn't fuck that bitch with your dick
||[15 Oct 2005|03:40pm]
I had psats today and no work, so that's a good thing. I want to go see Crisis tonight at Winners so I think I'll just do that..No one wanted to go with me so I think I'm just gonna walk over and try to meet some new people. I really need some new people in my life..not to many of my friends really talk to me anymore, and I'm not blaming them, it's probably because I don't talk to them either- hah. Well whatever, I want new people in my life and get away from all the every day bullshit, like bitches who talk shit, and guys who just can't get past that fact that a girl can never be anything other than a bitch or a slut. Well fuck them, and everyone who doesn't give people they don't even know the time of day..you could really be surprised sometimes. I'm gonna go for a walk and eat some more candy cause I'm starving hah. Work tomorrow feel free to visit me I'll be there all morning and afternoon until 6
||[23 Aug 2005|02:38pm]
1. math- strube
Economics- Lieber (2nd half)
3. chem- Armstrong
5. spanish- ST. Clair
SH (2nd half)
7. Health (which is going to change cause that's fucking bullshit)
Lunch (2nd half)..but this period is fucked
8. Nat'l Issues- Lynch
Lit of Musical Theatre- Cloonan (2nd half)
9. irish lit- Bouchard
color photo- Taylor (2nd half)
|for the fisherman
||[12 Aug 2005|11:47am]
Leaving for Virginia in a little bit, and I just don't know about alot of shit now. I'm not trying to be a bitch, but I just want to go away ont his trip and leave everything in New York exactly there, and not bring anything with me from, or that reminds me of it because I need to just get away from it all..so yea..
I was listening to my one CD I haven't listened to in a while, and this song really kind of made me think about shit, and how much certain things mean to me, so yea..Be back on Sunday
There were thousands of days
as we traveled down North Road,
and I remember my uncle on his last day,
and how I would kill to shake his hand again.
And on goes the battle of years upon years.
My Father's eyes bring me solace,
and his look of focus I try to instill.
As my Mother reads as an example
of strength beyond strength,
and with her I became me.
There are two girls
with whom I've known longer than anyone,
and my debt to them is Lifetime.
The gathering of boys I rely on,
know exactly who they are
and I will build their protection with bloody hands.
Some were dealt knuckles and some delivered kisses,
but initially my heart was in the right place.
There are times when being engulfed by mountains
are the only signs of safety I know.
And I realize I think this way out of neglection
and at the exact thought I reclaim those days of scenery.
There are places like these
that most of us will never forget.
Those are the things I wanted to speak of,
those are the things that I dream about,
those are the things that I will definitely die with
..yessum, not much time left to pack so I better get my fat ass movinggggg.